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Tuesday, February 24, 2009 Y 7:59 AM This was the song he sang to me the first time we met after he confessed to me. I asked him to sing for me and I don't know why he chose this song. (x.x) But I'll admit, I got kilig when he's looking at me while singing the whole song though he's actually shouting just to reach those high tones. LOL. X) Kahit Pa - Hale Muling lalapit ang liwanag sa paligid at ang tinig na sa akin nagsasabing Hindi mapipigil ng mundo papatunayan ang pangako Dahil kailangan ka kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba at kahit pa hindi papapigil sa mundo at sa umagang darating lahat ay aking kakayanin at kahit ikaw lang at ako Huwag mong isipin ang mga harang sa atin at ang ihip ng hangin ay darating Bigla lang ang titigil ang mundo at ang lahat ay maglalaho Dahil kailangan ka kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba at kahit pa hindi papapigil sa mundo at sa umagang darating lahat ay aking kakayanin at kahit ikaw lang at ako Hindi ko man hawak ang panahon maging ang ikot ng buhay basta't ikaw at ikaw pa rin ikaw at ikaw parin Dahil kailangan ka kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba at kahit pa hindi papapigil sa mundo at sa umagang darating lahat ay aking kakayanin at kahit ikaw lang at ako At kahit pa ikaw lang at.. at kahit pa ikaw lang at.. at kahit pa ikaw lang at ako.. Y 7:11 AM Last night, I had a conversation with Maki on the phone. Haha, I got even with him that night. He always got this attitude of please-me-pity-me while I'm the type of person who isn't worth the attention of pleasing you 'cause I won't. I don't want to show any affection at all. And that night, I changed the mood. I became the girl with please-me-pity-me attitude and I can say I succeeded. X) haha. He became like "hey kheem, what's up with you?", "can't you see? It's not like that", "hey, what's wrong?", "what happened?". Haha, I want to roll laughing about it. I know he panicked. LOL. X)) At least, the conversation ended up well. (: WHAT HAPPENED TODAY? I waited all day for his SMS but he messaged me late this afternoon and it's actually blank. It was the usual him anyway. :P He asked me to call him but I was just on my way home so I told him so. When I got home, after exchanging a few text messages with each other, he asked me the same favor; call him. I can't really get used to the fact that I'm suppose to be the one calling but I took the choice rather him calling at home. I know people at home would suspect. LOL. Then he asked me about my friend's invitation on strolling to the mall, to my favorite mall, that I told him to my text message when we ended the call last night. He didn't ask for details so I thought it's okay. When I told him the guy's name... I don't know why but now I can feel the feeling of someone getting jealous. It's a nice feeling. (: Especially when he's pushing me to text the guy while I'll tell him it's nothing serious but he would still say the same line over and over again. X) Another thing about what happened today is that I can't decide what wallpaper to place on my sibling's handy phone since I'm using it right now. And then I decided to took a picture of the white pig key chain I bought on Robinson Imus, where I bought the other, a black pig key chain, which I gave to him as a thank you gift for treating us that day. Here's the pic of my key chain:  HP's wallie .. :D  Screen Saver .. ^^ Anyway, I had a long talk with my best bud's boyfriend, Derick. Hehe, he's such a nice fellow. :D  Just woke up and took a pic of myself. Haha. :P Monday, February 23, 2009 Y 12:31 AM Believing someone so easily, I was a fool. If only I didn't let my heart feel pity for such a guy, maybe I wasn't suffering right now.
There are a lot of things I shouldn't have done. I regret the day I let him enter my peaceful life which is now completely a mess. When he asked for time, why didn't I just let him have it for the first place? Maybe if I did, I am living in a better phase now. I regret the day I told my friends about him. For I know when time comes, I would always be a failure. "Nobody can understand and know the real me." It was all a DREAM, a dream I thought I would have forever. Just when I thought he would know me, na-uh. It wasn't. I should just forget it and let it go. I know it is the easiest way to let my life be back to its normal circulation where I don't need to be sweet, I don't need to be understanding. Where I can be me. The happiness I felt is nothing compare to the loneliness it cause. The present I need to bury now, and now it's just the PAST I should carry along. I am completely tired of being someone that wasn't me. I want to stop the pretension. I want to be ME. Do I need to change myself for that simple thing? I really don't open up my feelings that easily unless to someone I know I can trust. I don't want to tell him how much I value him because I am afraid to get hurt. I am afraid of the fact that he's not serious about it but nobody knows that. At a time like this, I can turn to no one but myself. I know I am completely broken and yet nobody's here for me. All I can do is to smile and help others out. That's the way I used to live now. Sunday, February 1, 2009 Y 7:12 AM I got up late as usual and missed my Saturday class which pissed me off. I was walking on the school corridor just to see my classmates passing by and we're ready to have fun. I didn't expect that just by talking about my aunt's problem of his son would take a lot of time. I didn't regret that one anyway, at least I helped her. (: right? I received a text message from Khimmy, telling me to go to her house. Since I am uncomfortable with my pants, I borrowed a few clothes. A pink stripe blouse and a tokong. I even borrowed a necklace and it's love love love. <33 style="font-style: italic;">Comic Alley. Cutting the story short, Jordan had his new watch. (: Derick's basketball game was postponed and would be reschedule so he tag along with us. Mike and Jemai came late and then later on they went solo. ah-huh. Maybe they've gone to a date. Khimmy was really happy with Derick around. She's really missing him badly these days. :) While the three of them, Derick, Khimmy and Jordan treat me for lunch. Yipee~  the lunch we've eaten. :)  Derick :) Jordan :)  Khimmy :) |
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