Friday, March 27, 2009 Y 1:34 AM

In the middle of the fun, I got this habit, acting as a photographer just for a simple reason, fro no one to notice that I should take stolen shots of Khimmy and Lazry so that she can make her boyfie jealous. Anyway, I enjoy doing it. :D


I took this picture when we we're grilling our one and only viand. :P

This pic was to prove that they really look good together. :P

This was supposed to be fafa xon's solo pic but jowell insisted to let him in, so there it goes.

I do think that I got a good shot with this one. :D That's dagz. :D

I like this pic too, haha. Maybe because he's doing peaces? LOL. XD

Stolen. :D

That's the end of my photography session. :)

nope, that's not an alien. X)

I still remember when Allen and Jowell had a little misunderstanding. Whoah! It really frightened us, girls, when Erickson pushed Allen as if he's just pushing a little kid.


Allen & Jowell. Close huh? :)

This was the time when Lazry kept giving me logic tests.

Of course, trio wouldn't missed to got our picture taken. So...
CLICK!

SEXY.


Thursday, March 26, 2009 Y 10:37 AM

AH-HUH. My life is still going on though my blog is half dead. =)) A lot of things happened and I'm glad I passed the stage of brokenness. LOL. X) Lately, I realized that he even doesn't worth my time, not a single second. I don't know why I'm starting to hate him but no matter what, I would always put in mind that I really regret those days.

And right now, I'm enjoying my life as a single especially with my classmates who I refer to as fafa. :P And the ultimate fafa of them all is non other than, *drum roll* Erickson. Naze? (Why?) He got himself those broad shoulders, nice muscles on both arms and legs and his chest we're well-built.

sexy huh?

OOPS. I forgot, we changed our location from Paradiso to Circle Island but I think no matter where we would be that time, we would still have fun. With those boys' attitude, I'm sure all of us would have a great time. :D

At first, I wasn't sure if I would come or not since my mom won't even agree of me coming plus I would trouble her for money. Haha, but since luck was on my side, there I went, laughing and enjoying the so-called "farewell party." Putting that thing aside, I had this classmate of mine whom we really hate because we thought his mind and body were nothing but air. Woops, but that day, we got our eye check-up. LOL. X) He's completely different, he was the one who we're busy inviting our classmates to come. A bunch of thanks, Franzis. :) Good thing was, they we're all generous that day especially Jowell who gave more than the said amount {thanks Jowell! :D} eventhough he's kinda short. :D

I really like this pic, that's Khimmy & Jowell. :)


This is Franzis. :D

Joyce was the one who brought rice while Khimmy was assigned to prepare for the viand and I was the one who brought the drinks. I can't even tell whether the food we're enough or not for everybody but I know they enjoy it, eating in a styrofore using your bare hands. Thinking about it, how I wish that day didn't have to end. :(

Our food. :)

Late that night, a little argument happened. To admit, I got pissed but I let it pass. It was just because she already bothered a lot of people but then all she did was to chitchat. I know she said that she would wait for our ex-classmate, Ehm but didn't she have to tell it before the two of them got themselves dressed? This person's identity is hidden. LOL. X) This problem was somewhat related to the next pic. :P

*zips my mouth x_x*

Since I mentioned a bit about Franzis and absolutely about my so-called-sister, Khimmy, I frequently take stolen shots for the two of them and some were an accidentally group pic just for the sake of a little souvenier. :))

She thought I was only taking her picture so she posed a peace. :P

Good thing that one of our ex-classmate, Ehm, came to join the fun that she brought lechon manok for everyone. Oishi~ (Delicious~)

Khimmy, EHM, Jowell :D


That night, my classmate and our group's leading man on our MV, Lazry, gave me a lot of logic test and I totally ENJOY it! Haha, because I<333MINDGAMES!

My mind won't change, I really think this is a sweet picture. :)


SLEEPY, will update more tomorrow. :D







Tuesday, March 10, 2009 Y 9:58 AM

I don't know if they will be joining or not but I am really excited for the upcoming event. Why? Because I'll be witnessing another league where in I know almost all of the players and I can cheer whenever I would like to since it would just be held in our subdivision.

I am expecting a lot of people to be in the same crowded court like before. I hope Aiden would be dropping by to watch it since all of his close friends were living here and of course, I do hope for Ken to join because the last time it was held, he was totally busy with his work, dancing.

And of course, I wanna see my brother play too. He had been improving a lot and I hope that they would at least win just one game. Haha but we all know that our phase had the most bishounen overall. ;p

I will be seeing them again!

Yatta! Banzai!



Sunday, March 8, 2009 Y 10:25 AM

We will be watching our five minutes-eight seconds video later in our first subject, art appreciation. We worked really hard for it so we know that all of our hardwork will pay off. We posted it in youtube and we we're getting nice feedbacks about it.

We we're supposed to used Frankie J's Don't Wanna Try but it was too short so we changed it to Takipsilim by Callalily and it suits our concept well!

We got three days for filming and five hours for editing it. Among other groups, we're the only one who took it seriously, we've been filming on three different locations that made a hole in my wallet, haha. :P

If you're interested on watching it, go and check it out in this link. Just copy and paste it. :))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGIJ_BYUjYA

Staffs and Casts:
Director && Editor: Khimmy
Scene Writer: Vanilla^^
Cameraman: Jon
Leading Man: Lazry
Leading Lady: Joyce
Friends: LJ && Allen
Doctor: Jeff
Nurses: Vic && Paula

It's not a waste of time watching it. Two thumbs up for our group!
As a matter of fact, we will be having fun on Paradiso this coming Wednesday and I'm pretty excited about it. Because of that project, we just had a great time together and have that so-called-thing "bonding."


Y 10:06 AM


Just watched something really interesting today. It's a Japanese J-Drama, a live action to be specific that was entitled: Zettai Kareshi or Absolute Boyfriend. The main lead, Hayami Mokomichi from Gokusen 2, used to be my favorite character in the said show. :)) He's a half-blooded Pinoy just like me! Nice, isn't it? It was a pretty good show to pay on.



The story goes this way:

Riiko Izawa has never had a boyfriend and she has been rejected by every boy she has ever had a crush on. When she returns a lost cell phone to an oddly dressed salesman, she mentions wanting a boyfriend so to thank her, he directs her to his company's website. When she visits the site, Riiko finds it's a site to create your own lover. Thinking its a game, she customizes and accidentally orders one. The next day, her new lover arrives. Following the instruction manual, she kisses him to wake him up and configure him to be in love with only her. She names him "Night." Three days later, she is shocked to learn that she only had him for a free trial. The salesman, Gaku Namikiri, tells her that she must now pay 100,000,000 yen for Night, however, they will waive the fee if she helps them to collect data about how women think and feel to help perfect future models.

Riiko must now keep Night's true nature of not being human a secret from everyone around her. She also soon finds herself in a love triangle between Night and her childhood friend Soshi, who declares his love for her out of fear he will lose her. As the series progresses, Night begins to develop real human emotions, enabling him to truly love Riiko but also resulting in system malfunctions. When Riiko almost loses Night due to the malfunctions, she realizes that he is the one she really loves. She apologizes to Soshi, who moves to Spain with his brother. As the series ends, Night begins to grow sleepier and sleepier. The problems developed by his exceeding his abilities eventually causes his machinery to stop working, resulting in his "death". Before he died, he wrote a letter directed to Soshi telling him what was happening and asking him to take care of Riiko. Gaku Namikiri then sent the letter to Soshi after giving Riiko some time to grieve, which brings Soshi back to Japan to be at her side again.


And this is Hayami Mokomichi. :)


I was SO much into it but it frustrated me in the end. Why? Simply because the DVD is lying, it was written on the cover: Complete Series but it's not! Hopefully, I can finish watching it soon.

When I visited the site where it was subbed, it was stated there that there would be Zettai Kareshi Special, gee! I was so happy about it! Hope I can watch it soon too! :D



Y 9:54 AM

"Today, the truth is too obvious to hide. Your little secret is a secret no longer!"
-- my horoscope today.

It completely matched what happened tonight. Khimmy read my blog last night and knew what I really felt that time. She asked me why I didn't tell her about it and it's just because I can't and I want to keep my word.

She asked for an apology in behalf of her friend. I don't know why but I didn't feel any hatred for him. Maybe it was just because I am also at fault. She asked me if I'm already fine and I know I am. Cheers for me, I guess?

It's my ex-best friend's birthhday today and I greeted her at friendster. :)) Just sharing. :P


Saturday, March 7, 2009 Y 4:44 AM

Totally unsure.

That was how I felt when we had been exchanging messages. Though he won't say it, I know it because I can definitely feel it. Everything changed and that's the way it goes.

I wasn't supposed to be in his birthday celebration because I didn't feel like going. My friend agreed with my decision, she was thinking the night before the same thing and I guessed that went right. Two days after, that was March four, there is this free concert of the western band Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ATC. My friend asked for my companion but our group have our dance practice so I decided not to come.

That day, I definitely confirmed it and I decided to let it go. If I’ll be holding on, I’ll get tired and in the end, I know I’ll be hurting myself badly. From the very first place, I am ready for it, I know what I own and I know what things are temporarily mine. What I wasn’t prepared for is my heart to enjoy everything. To show that much affection was a mistake.

The next day, the situation is avoidable but I guessed it was fate that brought me there. When we got there, it was the usual thing, we didn’t have a conversation and either I or he didn’t attempt to start one. I don’t know if he wanted me to be there or not but how I feel? I think it’s the latter. I prepared myself of the things I might be seeing that night because I told my friend that it wouldn’t hurt because what happened between us is nothing serious, and I want to keep my word.

I used to be quiet and that was how I was that time. The common question I am used of was asked to me a lot of times; “are you okay?” and my answer won’t change; it was a ‘yeah’ with a smile. I don’t know if it was convincing or not but I am happy with the attention they gave me; I was like a child mingling with adults. I wanted to be treated that way so I am pleased.

His girl asked for a companion to go to the comfort room to pee so me and my friend decided to do her a favor. But we found out someone’s using it and she said she can’t hold it anymore so we went out to check for the availability of the other bathroom but someone asked for my pen so I was left behind.

That was the time I sat down on the not-so-long chair outside with just me and another girl. After a few seconds, there was this gay who sat beside me who keeps on saying I look kind. Since he’s not feeling well, I kept on asking him if he was alright. And then he arrived and sat right next to that gay. After a few minutes, he was already beside me. We we’re both quiet.

That moment, I was unsure of what I really feel whether I want him next to me or I don’t want him next to me. Those two choices we’re still unanswerable for me. But I ended up avoiding him which I think is a good decision.

When the party was about to end, he was totally drank that he fell asleep on the chair he’s on. That time I wanted to sit next to him and asked him if he was okay but I was afraid that I am not suited for the roll. When he wanted to vomit, I wanted to be there and help him out but the same reason run in my mind so I stopped myself not to do it. When he stood up and looks so much drank, I wanted to held on his shirt and let him sat down.

There were a lot of things I wanted to do but I can’t and I shouldn’t.

I wanted to go away when those things we’re happening so that I would stop any desire to help him but I know if I run away, I would just end up worrying more. I wanted to witness how she would take care of him.

And that night, I had my final decision and that was to forget and let go.